i wish i was comfortable with my body and didnt have to worry about putting on a bathing suit or wearing nice clothes or fitting clothes. i wana lose weight before summer and prom and i literally have no motivaiton.
im never going out again in my town. this weekend was just straight up a huge embarrassment and it will never happen again. i am never going to a party in this town again. sorry. not dealing with that shit and embarrassment cuz im a reject with no friends. its fine.
i need it to be may 22, bc to be honest, i cannot wait to get outta my school. i cant handle it anymore. i cant handle the people. idgaf about classes. its the people and shit i have to deal with everyday. get me to college with a new life and new friends.
when im in college….i am never going home unless i have to because of break. thats about it. i need a new start.
thank god i’ll be 3 hours away from this damn place.